Corporate Worship was a gift on Sunday. All those Partners in Mission. All those Baptisms -- especially the adults. What a great morning together.
Anyway, PB (that's short for Pastor Bill not peanut butter) told us we were brave. He shared our stories. He reminded us of who we really are. I was thinking about what bravery looks like for me. I know it looks like being "out there" more than I currently am -- what I mean by being "out there" is just spending time with people who don't think and act like I do. My confession is that I just don't do this enough. I don't have any excuses. This is on me. I do, however, ask for your prayers.
I also know that bravery has to do with some "in house" stuff as well. I said something I shouldn't have to my wife last night (don't ask me what it was!). What bravery looked like for me this morning was just going to her and saying, "I'm sorry." I didn't want to do this. I mean, I really did not want to do this -- I'm not saying this for the purpose of having a good story, but to give you some insight into the fact that I'm prideful and constantly looking to defend myself. But I managed to get the words out. I think, too, what bravery looked like for my wife when I said, "I'm sorry," was to say, "I forgive you."
I've also recognized that what bravery looks like for me is to bless people verbally. This has never been easy for me. I'm not sure why -- I've been on the blessed end of words all my life. For whatever reason, though, I find myself hesitating from saying the good stuff I really feel about other people. So, I've made a more concerted effort to say kind (and true!) things to people throughout the day. This is an act of courage for me because I naturally want to shirk back. So, I'm trying to be brave and push past my natural hesitation to say what I really think is great about other people.
Where have you been brave? Where have you been fearful? What are the brave prayers you've been praying? Remember, two sentences might be plenty -- and they don't need to be perfect . . . just honest.
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Tue, July 1, 2008
by Jason Brown